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  Chapter 1

  FOREIGN STRANGER STEALS GIRL’S LIFE!

  I don’t want to brag, but I think my dream of becoming a reporter one day is well on its way to really happening. I write a lot of articles for the Cherry Valley Voice, my middle school newspaper (okay, not just I—I write with my supercrush, Michael Lawrence). But our last few articles especially have gotten a lot of praise. Kids stop me in the hall and say things like I really liked what you wrote about Pay to Play, or Way to go on your coverage of the cheating scandal! It’s totally cool and it feels great!

  I also get lots of anonymous compliments because I write the advice column called Dear Know-It-All for the paper. No one at school, and I mean no one—not even my best friend, Hailey Jones—knows that I am the Know-It-All this year, but I do overhear kids saying really nice things about the Know-It-All responses (my responses!) in the paper. All this, plus Mr. Trigg, the faculty advisor for the Voice, has taken to automatically giving me and Michael the plum assignments. He calls us the Dream Team, his “star reporters.” I love it! Of course, I’d love anything officially linking me with Michael, Mr. Cutie himself.

  Sadly, my nearest and dearest just don’t get it. Like yesterday I was tutoring Hailey for her grammar exam (she’s dyslexic and I always help her with her studying for tests), and I said something flat out, just a fact, and she got annoyed with me. All I said was, “You’re lucky your best friend happens to be the best writer in the school.” I’m not making it up. It’s a fact. But Hailey told me I need to get over myself. I mean, maybe Michael Lawrence is as good a writer as I am, but it’s not like he’s going to tutor Hailey, right? I was just making conversation, stating the obvious. I don’t know why she got so upset about it.

  Then at dinner I was telling my mom and my older sister, Allie, about a new writing camp I’d like to attend this summer and how I have to be nominated by a teacher at school in order to apply. I said it’s a total no-brainer because Mr. Trigg will do it for me. After all, besides Michael, there’s really no one on the newspaper staff who’s as good as I am. It’s just a fact. But Allie was all snide and said, “Oh, sorry! I forgot about all those Pulitzer Prizes you’ve won,” and my mom (my very own mom!) told me not to get a big head. Whatever, people. I am all about facts, and this is just a fact: I’m a great reporter.

  Today we have our staff meeting for the next issue, when Mr. Trigg will dole out the assignments for our new articles, and I can’t wait. I know I’ll get to work with Michael again (hello, quality time with my crushie!), and I know I’ll get a juicy, hard-hitting article to report, and I know Mr. Trigg will sing my praises in public like he always does.

  I got to the newsroom a little early in order to get a good seat and save a spot for Michael, who always dashes in at the last minute. I snagged the little sofa just inside the door—the best spot—and I spread out my stuff to keep people away from Michael’s half of the sofa. Then I pulled out my latest fresh notebook and began making a list of things I needed to do after school today, including stop by the Dear Know-It-All mailbox to collect any new letters and check my bank balance to see if I can afford to buy two new long skirts—kind of my new trademark look—since Allie pointed out that mine are all trashed at the bottom hems. I hate to shop and find it totally boring, plus it kills me to spend money on clothes, but Allie insists on it when the things I own get too dingy.

  The newsroom filled up, and sure enough, just as Mr. Trigg came out of his office and strode to the front of the room, Michael popped in the door. He looked at me on the sofa and gestured to the empty spot (as if it wasn’t him I was saving it for!). I nodded and quickly cleared my things, and he settled in right next to me, totally cozy. I had to take a moment to think, This is one of the happiest days of my life.

  I smiled and sighed and turned my attention to Mr. Trigg, who is British and charming and very witty.

  “Good morning, gang! Glad to see you all! Righty-ho, we have lots to discuss today . . . .” He rifled through a pile of papers in his hand and found the one he was looking for. “Aha! Yes! Hmm. Here!” He looked up and scanned the room. Despite Mr. Trigg’s kind of careless appearance—his tall, lanky frame stooped as usual, his suit wrinkled and bagging, and his trademark scarf hanging limply around his neck—he is an exacting journalist and an enthusiastic one. He was as excited today as he always is when starting a new issue, and his excitement was contagious.

  “I’ve got an interesting clipping here on year-round school, something I think we should explore . . . .”

  There were groans all around the room, but Mr. Trigg shushed everyone with a smile. “It’s getting quite popular round the world these days. Hmm. Let’s see what this article says. Students receive the same number of vacation days as always. Breaks are more frequent but shorter . . . . Shorter breaks increase knowledge retention . . . . You know, students do tend to forget quite a lot over the summer,” he said conversationally. “In addition . . . blah, blah, blah . . . The school buildings don’t stand empty . . . . Easier for working parents . . . and so forth. Quite interesting, I daresay. Now, who should it go to . . . ?” He looked up and surveyed the room, and his eyes stopped on me and Michael. I’d known we were going to get it from the moment he started telling us about it. It just felt like a me and Michael article—big, juicy, timely, lots of research . . . .

  But suddenly the door to the newsroom opened and everyone looked up.

  “Oh, hello! Pardon me, but is this the newspaper meeting?”

  In the doorway was a very pretty girl my age. She had black, wavy hair, a pale, creamy complexion, and bright blue eyes, and she spoke with an English accent, to boot! She was smiling and didn’t seem at all nervous to be interrupting.

  Mr. Trigg was very welcoming. “Well, hello! This is the newspaper meeting. Won’t you join us, Ms . . . . ?”

  “Bigley! Kate Bigley. I was wondering if you might need any more writers. I’ve just arrived, transferred in from—”

  “Manchester, England, right?” Mr. Trigg interrupted, pointing his finger at her as a huge smile lit up his face.

  Kate Bigley laughed and blushed prettily. “Why, yes! And you . . . Liverpool, right?”

  Mr. Trigg guffawed and slapped his leg. “Yes, indeed. Well done! Wonderful to have someone from the mother country in our midst! And we’ve always got room for more reporters.”

  Kate Bigley said, “That’s awfully kind, Mr . . . ?”

  “Trigg. Mr. Trigg. Welcome aboard. Now, we were just discussing an article we’d like to do on year-round schooling . . . .”

  “Oh, we have that back home. It was all over the papers when they started. Quite the controversy at first, but everything seems settled now in the schools where they’ve got it. My friends are all a bit worried it’s coming for everyone!” Kate Bigley perched on the arm of the sofa where Michael and I were sitting, and she crossed her legs, settling in. All eyes were on her, but she didn’t seem to mind one bit. I don’t know why this immediately annoyed me, but it did. As did her sitting right next to Michael without even asking if it was okay. This Kate Bigley was pretty forward.

  Mr. Trigg’s eyes sparkled. “Well, since you have more experience with the topic than the rest of us, why don’t you and Mr. Lawrence, who is seated right next to you, take this on for our next issue? He’s got lots of experience and can show you the ropes. You’re in very good hands, Ms. Bigley.”

  Michael nodded up at her, and she smiled back, nodding too.

  “Wonderful,” she said.

  Wonderful? How about Horrible?! I wanted to throw up. I felt a hot blush starting, a mix of both anger and mortification. How could Mr. Trigg just cut me out like that? He knew that was my article! How could t
his girl sandbag him in just minutes, stealing my crush and my assignment in one fell swoop?

  All three of them were smiling in the aftermath of their little lovefest, and I was seething. I looked around the room to see if other people noticed the injustice of what had just happened, but everyone had already turned their attention back to Mr. Trigg as he started to hand out the other assignments. He got to the end of his list and said, “All righty then! Some words to inspire you from my favorite fearless leader, Winston Churchill: ‘Once in a while you will stumble upon the truth but most of us manage to pick ourselves up and hurry along as if nothing had happened.’ I hope that you all stumble!”

  Still chuckling to himself, Mr. Trigg shuffled his papers again and headed back to his desk in his little side office off the newsroom. Everyone started chatting loudly among themselves about all the new upcoming articles. Even Kate “Fancy Accent” Bigley and Michael “Traitor” Lawrence were chatting away, totally oblivious to the fact that I, the star reporter of the Cherry Valley Voice, the likely editor in chief some day, had just been totally snubbed in a staff meeting.

  Irate, I stood and stalked across the room to Mr. Trigg’s office.

  “Mr. Trigg,” I said, knocking firmly on the door frame.

  “Ms. Martone!” he said in a friendly voice, rocking back in his desk chair.

  “Mr. Trigg, you didn’t give me a story for this issue,” I said, trying to control my emotions.

  “I didn’t?” He shuffled his notes, confused but not bothered by this news. Finding nothing, he turned back to me. “Well, you have been working awfully hard lately, so perhaps a little break is really a blessing in disguise, isn’t it?” he said with a chuckle.

  “Um, no,” I said. Normally I wouldn’t mind taking it easy on an issue here and there, but to have Kate Bigley steal my life and me be left swinging in the breeze? No way!

  “Hmm. Let’s see. Well, I was going to save this for the next issue, but why don’t you do an article on school uniforms?”

  I looked at him blankly. “What, for here? But this isn’t a private school.”

  “Yes, I know. But it’s an interesting topic that schools bring up every now and then. If everyone wore school uniforms, there would be less competition about clothes, less bullying, less teasing. Plus the clothes you buy for recreational wear would last longer, since you wouldn’t be wearing them on a daily basis.” Mr. Trigg grinned. “I’m sure you’ll do a bang-up job with this fashionable topic! Maybe some field research at the mall? Take a few girlfriends along? It’s not something I’d assign to one of our male reporters,” he said with a wink. “It’s a girl special! Just for you!”

  “Um . . .” My head was spinning.

  “All righty then?” he prompted, turning back to work at his desk.

  “Okay, I guess . . . ,” I said. In a fog, I drifted out of Trigger’s office and through the newsroom, passing Michael Lawrence and Kate Bigley, who were having quite a good time chatting on the sofa, side by side, discussing what should have been my article! Michael didn’t even notice me leaving. This was like a bad dream. Out in the hall, I headed off to earthonomics class, still wondering what had just happened in there and knowing I didn’t like it. Not one bit.

  Foreign Stranger Steals Girl’s Life!

  Yes, but not for long, I thought. Not for long. I needed to find Hailey Jones, my BFF and partner in all discussions boy-related. We needed to discuss the Kate Bigley situation ASAP!

  Chapter 2

  DESPITE NICKNAME, LITTLE CHICKADEE BATTLES ON

  I sleepwalked through my morning classes and then I raced to the cafeteria to find Hailey and download everything that had happened in the meeting. I grabbed a tray and blindly chose my lunch—an egg salad wrap from the “healthy option” table—and scanned the room looking for Hailey’s bright blond hair. It didn’t take long to find her, but she was sitting with Jenna, her NBF. We’d all met during my ill-fated tryout for the gymnastics team a while back, and those two had really hit it off. I don’t mind Hailey having other friends, obviously. It’s just that I need her to be totally available to me when it’s called for. And this is one of those times!

  With a huff of frustration, I set out across the room to join them.

  “Hey, Sam!” said Jenna as I plunked my tray down on the table.

  “What’s up?” said Hailey.

  “Hey, Jenna. Hey, Hails,” I said, nodding seriously. I sat and unwrapped my sandwich, dying to tell Hailey all my news but not really wanting to unload in front of Jenna. I didn’t want everyone to know I’d just been dissed for a story, after all. I figured maybe Jenna would need to go get a drink and then I could quickly dish to Hailey. Meanwhile, I needed my strength, so food was in order.

  I listened distractedly as the two of them chatted about this new watercolor painting class they’re going to take at the Y starting after school today. It was Jenna’s idea, and I was a little annoyed by the two of them going off to do it together without me, but I couldn’t exactly tell Hailey not to do it. Could I? Hmm. Distracted, I took a look around the cafeteria, only to realize that Michael Lawrence and Kate Bigley were sitting two tables away.

  I basically choked on my egg salad when I saw them, Kate laughing at Michael’s jokes and Michael speaking earnestly and using his hands to gesture like he does when he’s making an important point.

  “Are you okay?” Hailey asked, interrupting her conversation with Jenna.

  “I’m . . . fine,” I said crankily.

  “Um, no you’re not!” said Hailey, wide-eyed at my tone. “What’s the problem?”

  I smoldered for a second, debating letting Jenna know my troubles. But I couldn’t hold it in anymore. “That is my problem!” I said, gesturing with my chin toward Kate and Michael.

  Hailey and Jenna turned and looked and then turned back to me, Hailey’s eyes as wide as saucers. “Who is that?” she asked dramatically.

  I sighed. Suddenly I felt overwhelmed with exhaustion. I was not dying to get into the whole story. But what could I do?

  “That is Kate Bigley, the new star reporter for the Cherry Valley Voice,” I said in a monotone.

  “What?!” cried Hailey, appropriately shocked. “Since when? Where did she come from?”

  “Manchester, England, apparently,” I said.

  Hailey whipped her head around to take another look. “She’s foreign?”

  I rolled my eyes. “Barely. I mean, England isn’t exactly Tunisia or Jakarta or something. She speaks English, obviously.”

  “Ooh! Does she have one of those great accents, like Kate Winslet?” asked Jenna in excitement. Right then I hated Jenna.

  “Yes, of course,” I muttered.

  “Wow,” said Jenna admiringly.

  “It’s not like you have to do anything to get one!” I burst out. “You just have to be born there!”

  Jenna looked at me warily, but Hailey laughed. “Look, maybe she’s cute and she sounds cool, but no one’s as good a writer as you, Sammy. You’ve got that on her.”

  I rolled my eyes, sure that Hailey was poking fun at me for my comment yesterday.

  “For real,” said Hailey, meeting my eyes and giving me a serious look. She tipped back in her chair and nodded solemnly, her arms crossed.

  “Thanks.” I sighed. “But I don’t have that on her either. She just stole my assignment for the next issue of the Voice.” I rested my chin on my hand. My appetite for egg salad had vanished, and the wrap lay discarded half-eaten on my tray.

  “What?!” said Hailey. Her chair came back down to earth with a crash.

  I nodded. “Trigger was about to assign me and Michael the lead article for the next issue, and in barges the Queen of England and he hands it to her on a silver platter! He didn’t even ask for her credentials!”

  “Major,” said Hailey, shaking her head. I was happy to see that she took this as seriously as I did. “So now what?” she asked.

  I shrugged. “I have no idea,” I said.

  Hailey
reached over and patted my hand. “Well, you’ve still got me,” she said.

  Jenna nodded. “And me, too.”

  Humph.

  At the end of the day, I swung by the Voice office to pick up any Know-It-All letters that might have arrived. If Kate was going to steal my news articles, well, at least she couldn’t steal Dear Know-It-All from me. I decided I’d make my Know-It-All column for this issue the best I’d ever done. I might even take up a whole page!

  When I got to the office, there was no one there, thank goodness. I quickly locked the door and whipped the three letters from the drop box into my bag; then I unlocked the door and caught my breath. It’s always stressful retrieving the letters. If I got caught, my cover would be blown and Mr. Trigg would have to get a new Know-It-All. Being anonymous is what it’s all about.

  Squaring my shoulders, I opened the door and ran smack into Michael Lawrence.

  “Ouch!” he said, rubbing his leg where my messenger bag had whacked him.

  “I’m so sorry!” I cried. I always seem to be doing something klutzy when I’m around Michael Lawrence. It’s beyond embarrassing.

  “In a rush?” he asked.

  I hesitated. If I said yes, I wouldn’t be able to stay and chat with him. But I was still annoyed with him, so I didn’t really want to stay and chat with him. I just wanted him to go away.

  “Kind of,” I said.

  “Okay. Bye.” He opened the door to the news office.

  “Wait!” I said. That had happened all too quickly. He turned back. “Um, how’s it going with Kate?”

  Michael raised his eyebrows. “Pretty good,” he said. “It’s hard to tell yet.”

  “Okay,” I said. “Can she write?”

  He folded his arms and leaned against the doorjamb. “I don’t know. She said she had her own column at the paper back home, so that’s pretty impressive. We’ll see. It is nice to have someone with a fresh new take on things around here. You know, like an outsider.”